...Everything Is Sorted Out...

...Earlier this week things were a mess, it was hard, when everything's a mess and my head is just all over the place. I need to know that the certain people are there. I am needy and when i can't get what i need it's hard and yesterday i sorted everything out and you would be amazed at how quickly things can be fixed but the amount of stress and pain it causes it silly. So i am happy that everything is sorted out...

...It's my birthday in 10 days and i will be 16 ThankGod... It is long awaited and as soon as i can get somewhere to live i am going to move out and get a place of my own so that i can start my life as me and try and fix the stuff that has happened in the past, i don't know if that can ever be fixed but i want to make sure that i don't make my children's life like mine, i want them to grow up in a house that is happy and full of love and kindness, i want them to know that they can come to me about anything and that no matter what i will love them because i know i will love them unconditionally because i haven't had that and it feels shit.

I don't have any visitors yet...