Good things have always got to come to an end in this family..

So yesterday was stressful with my mother and my grandmother and all the family, and now it's boxing day, which isn't any better. It's quarter to three and we haven't done anything, i am the kind of person that likes to get up and go not wait about for hours. But my mum is 'ill' and yet so are most of us this year. But she feels the need to go back to bed and say all the time, i am ill! Making excuses about it everytime anyone suggests something to do. Me and my little sisters suggested to make some cakes to take with us where ever we are going. Nope she doesn't want the mess or the faff.

My family irritate me, and frankly i am ready to go back home..But the buses are not running and she won't give me a lift so i'm stuck.
And basically going to be tearing my hair out for the next 2 days.

Christmas...

Merry Christmas... This year has been very much a rollercoaster ride...Lots of ups and downs. Many good times and bad. But I'm in Limbo at the moment. Waiting to sort things out.

I am going to welcome 2012 with open arms and try and mak it a very good year, but sadly we can't influence certain things in life, but I am a great believer in Hope, Fate all that stuff and that everything happens for a reason. That has been the thing that has allowed me to carry on in the last couple of years. So chin up, socks up.

But people i have in my life at the moment are great they help me so much with the things I have to do, being there for me when i need someone. Being there when i just need a cuddle. So it's good that i have them. But things with my family are strained, sadly its hard and the relationship is rocky there are good times and bad, but i cant get a new family so i guess i have got to just put up with the one i have...You know what they say you can choose your friends but not your family, and sometimes friends are the best family i need...<3

 But Merry Christmas Everyone...Peace & Love <3

...So things have moved on since last time I  blogged...I know that no one is reading this apart from me but I am going to write like there is someone out there...

I have moved out and have finally started to deal with the shit that happened... Finally able to move on and get a new life for me and my future family :) Happy Bunny!!! :)